Firstly, hope you are fine.

And I seriously hope you won't think too much, ok?

I know I look very cold and er, still cold nowadays, it's because I don't dare to talk to you.

When I open my mouth and speak to you, I somehow sense that I shouldn't have open my mouth and talk. So I decided to keep quiet.

But it's nice to see you smiling and joking around with our classmates lah. At least they can make you happy and fun-filled for the day in school.

We've definitely haven't spoke and joked and laughed together for a long time already! I don't know why the sudden 'break down' or 'jam', but I know one thing, I wish, and really really wish to laugh with you, to go crazy with you, like I never had before. I wish we can, or I should say I want to be back to like the last time, or maybe even crazier! :)

Clarification: I wasn't really angry when I've got a pissed face. I was joking, really!

I don't get angry easily one. And I even look into those horoscope, and true enough, it wrote sort of stuffs like an aries and quarrel and quarrel, and then forget what they have quarrelled about. I hope that you will forget the unhappy things/pissed stuffs I've done andwe shall get back together! Ok?

I really reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hope that you're fine fine fine.

I'm really loss for words.

I don't know how to write emotional stuffs and console people.

What I can do is, I hope I can bring joys and laughters to the people around me and smile.

It's really very nice to see your friends smiling.

The smiles really can make my day.

I hope we can talk, somehow, someday.

:} HAPPY CNY!