Once again, I've never felt this unhappy before.

It's just those kind of feelings where it just comes to you from I-don't-know- where.

& this is really making me feel so irritated by many other small things.

I just stare at people randomly and don't talk.

For that moment, I just want total silence and everything to stop moving, if could, just for and hour or so.

For me to feel good, I thought so.

Nowadays, everything and everyone just doesn't seem to be what I've thought to be like.

I dont know how to say/explain what I meant, but the feeling just isn't right.

Dissapointment? I guess that's the word to describe how I'm feeling.

For what? A lot, I tell you.

I guess I just need some time to get back to what I'm used to be like.

Somehow, in one way or another.

I'll be fine, I hope.

I'm sorry if anyone feels that I'm not your friend anymore.

I simply can't get perked up with anything.

These dark days are so not right for me. But why.

I hope it's all because of the upcoming tests & stress that are making me feel this way.

& hope it's not 'cos of emotional stuff.

I will work hard for the tests.

I want to, I will.

Stop saying I'm lazy. I'm already trying not to be one.

You just hope that you won't let me hate you for saying that.

'Cos I may hate you for a very long period of time.

School's reopening in another 2 days.

I look forward to it, & work hard people!!

I won't want the feeling of helpless and unwanted.

It's a fucking sad thing.

C'mon, work for what you want!

Get up & move it.

I'm the only one who can help myself, that's how I feel.

I'll be back, & I'm sure of it.

I will.

Anw anw, play this game:

Super nice.