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I'm Brenda(03041991) Kind of a racist sometimes, but I'm actually sociable. I hate lizards. I don't eat veggies. Wish to grow up faster, and get education off my ass. I ain't any bookworm. Nah gooood~ I love my family and freinds!

& my ♥dearest, of course :D


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skin by: Jane
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 9:32 PM
:D

I'm very impatient.
Sorry brother.

Trained a while today after school.
That's the only thing I looked forward to today.
My hand is like hurting every now and then.
And parents are like giving don't care attitude. Wtf.
I guess I'm really pushing myself to the limits. The feeling you get when you're at the extreme end, helpless and all alone. You feel scared, and weak.
Brenda, you're weak.
I know, always laughing like crazy me, and me not feeling the same thing at home.
It's like having some split personality or whatever shit you call it.

... Can I have a day of happiness? Just one.
But I know it's hard, really hard.

Lonely is the worst retribution one can ever get.



Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 5:02 PM
I hate this

Well, I think it's been a long time since I've blogged.
These few days, I get to know that ring file is the best invention la.
It's very convenient to get a particular notes from one whole stack of damn worksheets.
Ending with: Ring file rocks my socks!

Ok, that's not the end yet.
I had a tough week. & finally common tests are down.
More lecture tests coming up, meaning there's no break.
Wtf.
I really can't cope with all these hectic schedules, deadlines, tutorials and worse, peoject work.
I don't have the motivation to do well in every tests still.
I know it's kind of late, but I feel dumb in college.
I ponder for a long time if I've made the right choice.
Guess I'll have to put in more effort!
JIA YOU BRENDA!
Good thing is I have friends around me.
They're always trying to pressurize me in a 'good' way and prompt me to study too!
I know, I'm so not me this year.
I really can't find back the real happy me.
I've changed, for the worse, I think.

Sometimes, I don't even want to go to school.
It's like a daily torture.
I just wish to stay in seconday school.
Back to myself and not always feeling so moody.
It's totally crap when you feel so restless and dead.
Meaningless till you wish to end everthing once and for all.
You don't wish to carry on, giving yourself up and everything around you.
& you thought you'ld be freed from these troubles.
& then, I realise life isn't that easy after all.
You're bound to suffer sometimes.
Can't afford to play all day.
But can i choose the kind of life I want?
Education is whatever.




I'm not me anymore...



Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 10:04 PM
ha ha

I love pig.
I love the 'fatty' you.
I love the 'hairy' you.
I love stepping your shoes.
I love your red bag.
I love your lousy phone.
I love you!

Sorry for my hot-tempered-ness.
Sorry for sleeping before warning.
Sorry for not entertaining much.
Sorry for a lot of things
I love you!

*Stop saying I'm fat!*
Hokay, that's what you mean everytime!



Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 3:59 PM
:D









I'm getting well. No more fook, at least for now
:/





@ 3:31 PM
SUCKA!

All right, fucking PW is a total crap.
Why the hell is that subject for. It's like fucking no link to the future or whatever.
In fact, all the subjects are total bullshit.
FOOK!, i end it with.
yes, fark!



@ 1:44 PM
Quiz from Lavinia

1. The person who last tag you is:
Lavinia

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
She's my bf!

3. Your five impression of him/her:
a. Chubby
b. Talks alot
c. Kind
d. Caring
e. Always enjoying herself

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
crapping and bearing with me during PAE times

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
No idea!

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
I'll see a psychologist

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
She has to think straight!

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Get on with life

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
I'm unhappy with her

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
have a great dinner with her

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
very nice peng you

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?:
lazy and talkative

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
talkative and SERIOUS

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
short tempered

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
I'm satisfied with myself

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thanks guys! You make my day! I'll make yours too! :)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
Nah, I'll ask them personally



Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 10:19 PM
Fook

I'm a bastard.
I'm so selfish.
I didn't think of your feelings.
I know I'm hot/short tempered.
I'm really sorry.
Sorry.



Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 10:10 PM
:D xoxo

Today's chinese oral = gg.
Phy ct also = gg.
:/ i feel so dead now.
& my Papa is sweet!
He drew a picture of me on a tissue and wrote jia you.
rofl. I saw it when I came home just now.
Though it's not something great, but this little thought really warmed my heart.
I love daddy!


I'll try not to gossip/bitch all right. I try :p