Well, I think it's been a long time since I've blogged.

These few days, I get to know that ring file is the best invention la.

It's very convenient to get a particular notes from one whole stack of damn worksheets.

Ending with: Ring file rocks my socks!

Ok, that's not the end yet.

I had a tough week. & finally common tests are down.

More lecture tests coming up, meaning there's no break.

Wtf.

I really can't cope with all these hectic schedules, deadlines, tutorials and worse, peoject work.

I don't have the motivation to do well in every tests still.

I know it's kind of late, but I feel dumb in college.

I ponder for a long time if I've made the right choice.

Guess I'll have to put in more effort!

JIA YOU BRENDA!

Good thing is I have friends around me.

They're always trying to pressurize me in a 'good' way and prompt me to study too!

I know, I'm so not me this year.

I really can't find back the real happy me.

I've changed, for the worse, I think.

Sometimes, I don't even want to go to school.

It's like a daily torture.

I just wish to stay in seconday school.

Back to myself and not always feeling so moody.

It's totally crap when you feel so restless and dead.

Meaningless till you wish to end everthing once and for all.

You don't wish to carry on, giving yourself up and everything around you.

& you thought you'ld be freed from these troubles.

& then, I realise life isn't that easy after all.

You're bound to suffer sometimes.

Can't afford to play all day.

But can i choose the kind of life I want?

Education is whatever.